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Saturday, January 22, 2005

agh anime in the backround!
so I think I'm done with this name
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Currently Playing
Hold Me Now
By Polyphonic Spree
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Thursday, January 20, 2005

agh fucking a kids.
All the praying has paid off because Mom doesn't have any more cancer present in her body!
 They didn't even have to do surgery.
That made my fucking year, nothing is going to upset me now.
I just want to say thanks to you guys who have put up with my bullshit and helped support me and my family over the past few months.
Most of all of that was done by Niki, I'll never be able to thank you enough for being there for me this past year/this year mucho gracias, diablo negro.
Thanks to Adam and Andy as well and all those who've been commenting
I'm so happy....!
Yesssssss!
Currently Playing
Spiceworld
By Spice Girls
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Sunday, January 16, 2005

bah
I broke up with him.
I'm not feeling this, gangster.
This weekend has been interesting.
I got a t-shirt that says "buddahlicious"
and a pair of sweats that are freakin awesome.
I'm sad and tired and I need someone to cuddle with.
Ashley and I did a couple spells yesterday and they came true today.
Coincidence? Perhaps.
I think I need a Caci Day.
I'm concieted everyday but I need a day all about me
Mom looked at me and told me she'd buy me something
But what if buying something can't cure me....
I don't think its that I'm sad that we broke up
I think I'm just so confused right now....
She goes to Columbus the 20th (last day of finals)
to have her surgery...
I hate how everything is going on right now...
I'm an awful person, I know, I know I could be 1000000x nicer and I know there are so many bad habits in my life I need to end  and it feels like sometimes my family is being punished because of my actions.
I'm just waiting to wake up from this dream...
<3Caci


Currently Playing
Adam's Song
By Blink 182
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Thursday, January 13, 2005

fuck this.
I'm going to "drop him like he's hawt"
I'm done.
None of this is my fault.
I'm done blaming myself.
He just helped me see why boys are such dickfucks.
Yell at me if you want to do something this weekend
I'm going to party

<3Caci

Currently Playing
Drop Like It's Hot
By Snoop Dogg
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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

I'm fucking tired.
This weekend is supposed to be gooood
I'm still not single...
But I really need to talk to him.
I hate this Jr. High. Drama bullshit.
oh well.
Aunt Betty is in the hospital, she had a stroke.
I don't know....
Everything is happening all at once.
Comment and make me feel better

<3Caci
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Sex, Drugs, Rock'N'Roll: Stories to End the Century
By Sarah Lefanu
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