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so I think I'm done with this name
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| bah
I broke up with him.
I'm not feeling this, gangster.
This weekend has been interesting.
I got a t-shirt that says "buddahlicious"
and a pair of sweats that are freakin awesome.
I'm sad and tired and I need someone to cuddle with.
Ashley and I did a couple spells yesterday and they came true today.
Coincidence? Perhaps.
I think I need a Caci Day.
I'm concieted everyday but I need a day all about me
Mom looked at me and told me she'd buy me something
But what if buying something can't cure me....
I don't think its that I'm sad that we broke up
I think I'm just so confused right now....
She goes to Columbus the 20th (last day of finals)
to have her surgery...
I hate how everything is going on right now...
I'm an awful person, I know, I know I could be 1000000x nicer and I
know there are so many bad habits in my life I need to end and it
feels like sometimes my family is being punished because of my actions.
I'm just waiting to wake up from this dream...
<3Caci
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| fuck this.
I'm going to "drop him like he's hawt"
I'm done.
None of this is my fault.
I'm done blaming myself.
He just helped me see why boys are such dickfucks.
Yell at me if you want to do something this weekend 
I'm going to party
<3Caci
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| I'm fucking tired.
This weekend is supposed to be gooood 
I'm still not single...
But I really need to talk to him.
I hate this Jr. High. Drama bullshit.
oh well.
Aunt Betty is in the hospital, she had a stroke.
I don't know....
Everything is happening all at once.
Comment and make me feel better
<3Caci
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